Mar 02, 2006 22:49
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
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i'm so sorry.
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i was in a fairly ok mood today...well thats a lie. it sucked being at work. then i went to visit the kids at hot topic, and all i got was crap from them. it made me feel horrible. as soon as i walked in, one of them was like "get out of here, we're closed". i know she was joking, but she didn't laugh or anything and so it made me feel really bad. i went to look up something on the computer and i asked them a question and all i got were rude remarks. so i just closed down the program and walked out. it was not cool. then i went to wendys and changed my pants in the parking lot. my black pants were really irritaing my leg, and i don't know why. plus theres a hole on the inseam...then i went to super wal-mart. i saw liz, that was nice. when i was there, i just felt downright good. it felt good to shop. i bought some hair dye, and some aguafina lip moisterizer, and YES that does exsist, and YES it is amazing. i suggest that everyone goes and buys it right this very second. i bought some hydrocortizone....some milkduds for chase...aaand last i bought nooney a black and blue vest. it is so awesome, and he's wearing it right now, and loving it soooo much.
when i was checking out, i smiled at the cashier and said hi. i got to the register and she picked up my hair dye.
(this is how it went...)
cashier - "dying your hair huh?"
me - "ha, yeah just one side"
cashier - "why are you just doing one side?" (note. she was very rude when she said it)
me - "oh i'm just sick of the normal, i thought i'd do something different"
cashier - "well, i wouldn't say everyone else's is normal, seems to me like all the kids are doing that now...so to me, you aren't too different from anyone at all" (she was sooooo rude)
me - ::smile::shrug:: "thank you, have a nice night"
i felt like such crap after that.
i came home, and now i think i'm going to dennys in a little bit.