Dec 23, 2004 14:28
I'm sick of people on the internet.
I'm sick of people in general on the internet.
Mabye you don't have a life. Mabye I do.
Mabye making yourselves seem better then other people makes you happy. And sure, this is only the internet. It's only a place where I come to get away from my offline life and the trouble and the depression of life. And then I go to a simple chatroom and I'm looked down upon. I swear, you guys need a life. None of you read my journal and I'm just getting this out but I wish that you did. Because you would realize that I'm not some fucking looney and I have a fucking life. I really liked you guys back about 4 or 5 months ago. Then you pull that shit and I just lost it. I didn't do anything to you. I don't even realize why this is coming up now. JUST GROW UP. Get a life. You're all losers and I realize that now even though I am sinking to your fucking level, you deserve it. I just wish that you could all see this. I can't even think.
I just wish that online would be like a little place that I can go and forget about everything offline and be like a place that I can go to that I don't have to worry about anything. I didn't even want it to come to this - Me having to vent and be pissed off about online shit. And I know that you are probably some low-life losers that are totally anti-social because If you acted offline like you do online, then I know that you would have no friends. No one wants to be around people like you. This damn monitor sitting in front of me is actually hurting me emotionally. I said to myself that I can't let anything online get to me. And what am I doing? Complaining about it. To all of you people who I don't know and never will know and don't care to know. Oh my lord. Sorry if anyone takes this personally, even though you have no reason to. Whatever. I need to get my thoughts together and I'll be okay.