Jul 31, 2001 04:41
ok as if ive never had enuf boy problems in the past, more come to arise and FUCK me up.
my "main" Patrick has decided on a "no sex" relationship...'haha your funny darlin, o your serious; well fuck that' ya so that is like um NOT cool. his reasoning, 'cuz u cant handle the fact that i cant be ur boyfriend' o arent u just so swell... so right now fuck u dawg! >:O like i want u as a bf after that...
THEN as he was spinnin a tape for me my old flame D calls up and sez hes pissed at me then at the end of the convo, confesses that hes still deeply in love with me and that he wants to be in a relationship again. ha OK, see hes leavin ina month for montana for sum junior college thing. ok so ya lets be bf/gf for like uh monTH? no.
i told "main" bout it and he sed to go for it, im like ok whatever.
i dunno man im confused, cogested, and tired. Life sux so maybe i should go to teCH and get the hell away from here...i need affection, deeply :(