It burns like a thousand blank stares.
I feel really weird.
I need more of those friends that you spend a lot of time with. Not the kind you just talk to at school, but the other kind. Like best friends.
I don't think I am a very good best friend.
And I try really hard to be a really good girlfriend, but I dont know if I am any good at that either.
I hope I am, because if I'm not, it will really hurt me.
I dont know what to think of people anymore. I don't know what to think of you. I don't know what I am going to do today, but I want to drive some more. It takes my mind of things that I don't really want to be thinking about. Which is a lot of things.
I want to drive somewhere and turn the radio up really high and listen to My Chemical Romance. Then I want to eat some Taco Bell. And that's all I want to do today. I don't want to think about all that other stuff that is making me feel weird. Like you.
I need more of those friends that you spend a lot of time with. Not the kind you just talk to at school, but the other kind. Like best friends.
I don't think I am a very good best friend.
And I try really hard to be a really good girlfriend, but I dont know if I am any good at that either.
I hope I am, because if I'm not, it will really hurt me.
I dont know what to think of people anymore. I don't know what to think of you. I don't know what I am going to do today, but I want to drive some more. It takes my mind of things that I don't really want to be thinking about. Which is a lot of things.
I want to drive somewhere and turn the radio up really high and listen to My Chemical Romance. Then I want to eat some Taco Bell. And that's all I want to do today. I don't want to think about all that other stuff that is making me feel weird. Like you.