I think I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss this
I tend to like days where I hit both highs and lows. It's just something about my personality.
Most of today was spent doing nothing. I tried getting Ashley to give up her duty to me b/c she sounded like death, and was complaining about how she could hardly stay awake. She refused b/c she "didn't want to ruin my night." This annoyed the fuck outta me b/c I don't volunteer for anything if I'm not sure I wanna do it. My reasoning was 1) she needed to rest. She'd been like this for 2 or 3 days and didn't seem to be getting better b/c she wasn't resting. And 2) I questioned whether she'd be able to handle a serious situation like that. Either way, anyone I told basically told me I was overreacting and being stupid, so I just said fuck it and let it go.
Later was SMS vs. Sam Houston State football. Even though it was sloppy ball for the first half, the last 3 1/2 minutes were AMAZING. 4 lead changes, including an SMS touchdown with 2 seconds left on the clock. We cheered out lungs out and now I have no real voice to speak of... or with. Afterwards was the laser lights show, which was kinda lame until the fireworks. That made it cool.
I returned to Hammons hyped up. Brittany and Annie didn't really wanna do anything. Jacquelyn was out of it too. I went to Burger King and waited 20 minutes for a Whopper and fries. Fuckers. Came back and hung out in Ashley's room w/ some of her girls for a quick minute, watched 50 First Dates w/ Jamie and some Catholics (good movie! :)) and I've been bored since.
So for some reason I'm really confused and need someone else to think for me. Not just for decision making, but also for coming to grips w/ things I cannot/will not change. It's just things are always much more appealing with I can't do them. If there wasn't that taboo there, I prolly wouldn't want to do it as much, if at all. But since I know I can't/won't it's that much more appealing. Na' mean?
Oh yeah, and I am doing sound for Into the Woods! I'm slightly excited to be w/ the theatre people. No matter how much I complain about strange they are, I love them. They're the most fun group of people I've ever been around. And they drink! Yay for trips to Patton Alley!
Maybe mass tomorrow? ha. Maybe not.
Most of today was spent doing nothing. I tried getting Ashley to give up her duty to me b/c she sounded like death, and was complaining about how she could hardly stay awake. She refused b/c she "didn't want to ruin my night." This annoyed the fuck outta me b/c I don't volunteer for anything if I'm not sure I wanna do it. My reasoning was 1) she needed to rest. She'd been like this for 2 or 3 days and didn't seem to be getting better b/c she wasn't resting. And 2) I questioned whether she'd be able to handle a serious situation like that. Either way, anyone I told basically told me I was overreacting and being stupid, so I just said fuck it and let it go.
Later was SMS vs. Sam Houston State football. Even though it was sloppy ball for the first half, the last 3 1/2 minutes were AMAZING. 4 lead changes, including an SMS touchdown with 2 seconds left on the clock. We cheered out lungs out and now I have no real voice to speak of... or with. Afterwards was the laser lights show, which was kinda lame until the fireworks. That made it cool.
I returned to Hammons hyped up. Brittany and Annie didn't really wanna do anything. Jacquelyn was out of it too. I went to Burger King and waited 20 minutes for a Whopper and fries. Fuckers. Came back and hung out in Ashley's room w/ some of her girls for a quick minute, watched 50 First Dates w/ Jamie and some Catholics (good movie! :)) and I've been bored since.
So for some reason I'm really confused and need someone else to think for me. Not just for decision making, but also for coming to grips w/ things I cannot/will not change. It's just things are always much more appealing with I can't do them. If there wasn't that taboo there, I prolly wouldn't want to do it as much, if at all. But since I know I can't/won't it's that much more appealing. Na' mean?
Oh yeah, and I am doing sound for Into the Woods! I'm slightly excited to be w/ the theatre people. No matter how much I complain about strange they are, I love them. They're the most fun group of people I've ever been around. And they drink! Yay for trips to Patton Alley!
Maybe mass tomorrow? ha. Maybe not.