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i think im supposed to have a life. or a love. or some friends somewhere. but all i have is people who care. but just because you care doesnt mean youre there. and thank you thank you so much for caring, but i need something. and i dont know what it is but i am tired tired tired of always looking for it. and i had found it, and i dont understand why it had to go away and i dont understand why that is the only thing that can make me happy. why cant other things make my happy?!
I AM SO TIRED OF BEING ME. SO VERY VERY TIRED.
I AM SO TIRED OF BEING ME. SO VERY VERY TIRED.