don't push me
i continually have these dreams about the same girl. a girl i wish i could talk to, but i can't manage to swallow my pride enough to even say hello. these dreams are always those ones where she leaves or dies and you wish you could've said you forgive her or whatever. in my dreams, i never forgive her in time, she's always gone just as i'm going to say it, and then i wake up. this happens 2 or 3 times a week.
so what if i miss her. so what.
she's dating or talking to or making out with on occasion or whatever with one of my best friends in the world. i see him all the time, and he feels like he has to be hush hush about her around me. he just got back from hanging out with her all weekend at a lakehouse. i had to practically drag it out of him that she was there.
i'm going to the boro thursday, so if that concerns you, call me, and be there. damnit!
fuck this, i'm out.
b
so what if i miss her. so what.
she's dating or talking to or making out with on occasion or whatever with one of my best friends in the world. i see him all the time, and he feels like he has to be hush hush about her around me. he just got back from hanging out with her all weekend at a lakehouse. i had to practically drag it out of him that she was there.
i'm going to the boro thursday, so if that concerns you, call me, and be there. damnit!
fuck this, i'm out.
b