another one of those nights....
do you ever wish you couple rip your eyes out and forget everything....like a way to refresh your memory.i do all the time the good and the bad all of it just gone faces names places doesnt matter i dont want any of it anymore. i think about things to much...the what if and how do...hopes and all that other useless stuff i've failed at ~time is a thing we must accept and the unexpected i sometimes fear~ i also think about just taking off and spending the rest of my life walking and seeing how far i get. be just fine not having to speak other word every again to anyone....i'm tired of the endless nights waking up feeling like shit or just not sleeping because i feel like shit. i hate acting like i give a fuck about someone...when i just about killing them everytime there name enters my head..grrr god damn it..is a thousand years worth a single smile? i miss jayme for some reason tonight alot..