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So theres something I've been wanting for a while and I've been asking God to help me through this, I don't know if he is playing a role in this or not, or if anything but I do know that I feel really alone. Things will only get better. I'm not too worried. Back to this thing I've been working for. I've been persevering and taking it in. If anything the mishaps only make me stronger; in thought, and in realization of life isnt always what you want it to be so you have to deal with whatever comes about based on all decisions. They all have consequences. Good or Bad. I just don't understand how me investing everything I got finds me in more trouble and when I try to back off and give some slack it just pulls harder and pushes farther and farther away. I don't know how to do this on my own, and I do feel alone. I just need her help. Thats all I need, b/c she makes me or breaks me and I am admitting that this is wrong. Yes its everything, or is it? Should It Be? Why not? You can't base your feelings on just this one thing, but I fall deeper and it takes me away and rips me apart and I just want you to be there. I sacrifice a lot and I just wish I had more credit and faith put into me.
Gee I am vague and there is over 10000 run on sentences.
You still take my breath away babe. You keep me on my feet. You make me realize a lot, and its good for me. I just dont know what to do. So please help me.
okay so last week was a bad fucking week:
Monday - I am late for school
Tuesday - I try not to be late and accidently enter the carpool lane and recieve a $271 ticket
Wednesday - Gay test
Thursday - Fitted for tux and the total is $135
Friday - My car was broken into. My $150 walkman and Mayas $400 camera was stolen. I have to pay her back.
I am in fucking a shit hole with expenses. I have to come up with $80 for prom dinner and $40 more for Pictures and again another $40 for my dance ticket. This is a sign that I need a job. If anyone wants to donate or needs a site done please please please help me out. this would release a whole lot of my shoulders.
I'll be making my wishlist for my birthday. so stay tuned for that.
Gee I am vague and there is over 10000 run on sentences.
You still take my breath away babe. You keep me on my feet. You make me realize a lot, and its good for me. I just dont know what to do. So please help me.
okay so last week was a bad fucking week:
Monday - I am late for school
Tuesday - I try not to be late and accidently enter the carpool lane and recieve a $271 ticket
Wednesday - Gay test
Thursday - Fitted for tux and the total is $135
Friday - My car was broken into. My $150 walkman and Mayas $400 camera was stolen. I have to pay her back.
I am in fucking a shit hole with expenses. I have to come up with $80 for prom dinner and $40 more for Pictures and again another $40 for my dance ticket. This is a sign that I need a job. If anyone wants to donate or needs a site done please please please help me out. this would release a whole lot of my shoulders.
I'll be making my wishlist for my birthday. so stay tuned for that.