I think..
I'm seriously considering going to medical and telling them that I can't take these vertigo attacks. Honestly I don't know what's causing them and I don't really care, but it's getting to the point where it is a constant thing. My eyes feel like they track in my head and every so often my vision will swim and my world will turn upside down.
I can drive and everything like that, but it's getting to the point where I'm wondering if it's my glasses (and if it is they can be fixed, I'm waiting on the lenses now) or if it's my ears (I have to call the ENT clinic about that) if it's not my ears and it's not my glasses I'm half tempted to go to Chief and just say;
"look I can't do this job any more"
Just for fear of the fact that when the vertigo gets really bad I can't concentrate, it fucks me up that bad.
Yeah, ok, I have six months left in the Navy and I should stick it out in my command now, but seriously I need to get rid of the stress in my life and refocus on saving money and trying to do the most that I can to get to the point where I'm financially stable enough to live out here until Kyle goes on deployment (Oct 2009) and I go and live with my dad in Florida.
Anywhoo that's my rant for the night.
That and I really want a good reason to cry.
Seeya.
I can drive and everything like that, but it's getting to the point where I'm wondering if it's my glasses (and if it is they can be fixed, I'm waiting on the lenses now) or if it's my ears (I have to call the ENT clinic about that) if it's not my ears and it's not my glasses I'm half tempted to go to Chief and just say;
"look I can't do this job any more"
Just for fear of the fact that when the vertigo gets really bad I can't concentrate, it fucks me up that bad.
Yeah, ok, I have six months left in the Navy and I should stick it out in my command now, but seriously I need to get rid of the stress in my life and refocus on saving money and trying to do the most that I can to get to the point where I'm financially stable enough to live out here until Kyle goes on deployment (Oct 2009) and I go and live with my dad in Florida.
Anywhoo that's my rant for the night.
That and I really want a good reason to cry.
Seeya.