But only on my own
I have been extraordinarily busy lately.
Solo and ensemble is this weekend which I am excited to get over with.
I had a really fun fun fun weekend. Amanda Fry invited me to go to a PFLAG meeting but her dad didn't want to go. Instead we went to Sandusky and I went on a shopping spree. This gives me a little bit of anxiety. I hate spending money but I gave most of the stuff away so that makes me feel a little better. The next day Grace invited me back over to their house and we(Calvin, Grace and I) watched movies ( Harold and Kumar Go to Whitecastle and Igby Goes Down) and went to the store to buy ice cream. Then we made cookies. It was fun. Calvin drove me home. The end.
Auditions for Cinderella are coming up. I am excited but I know that I won't get a part. I know who is going to get all the parts already. Typical Bellevue Highschool.
Hopefully I will have more time off like this. Now I have to go update my other 2 journals.
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him