Transformation.. x0x
I have found my home and hearth and it is in
Tennessee, believe it or not. I now understand
where I have always been led to in my heart and spirit
and it has become reality. My path is clear and I now
have a life plan. This may sound a bit mad but I
am more clear now than I ever have been.
Over the weekend as you may or may not have known,
I flew to Tennessee. To be specific, to “Cosby”, in
which is a large Community of Pagans. I have found
great beauty, divinity and magic here. My heart
pounds with joy and the blood rushes with the fire
of Dragons. It was a “May Moon” Festival, which was
unlike any event I have ever attended. So many
portals have opened for me since I arrived and
great initiations have taken place both internally and
externally.
In case you aren’t aware of the basic meaning of
Paganism, here is a brief explanation of a
commonly misunderstood identity.
“First meaning: Pagans consist of Wiccans and
other Neo-pagans: We recommend that this should be
the primary definition of "Pagan," for the simple
reason that many Wiccans and other Neo-pagans embrace
the term for themselves. "Paganism" in this sense
refers to a range of spiritual paths which are Earth
centered -- involving their members living in harmony
with the Earth and observing its cycles. These are often
Neo-pagan religions based on the deities, symbols,
practices, and seasonal days of celebration and
other surviving components of ancient religions, which
had been long suppressed.”
For more information, visit this LINK:
http://www.religioustolerance.org/paganism.htm
I will not go into detailed descriptions of all
the lovely happenings here however I will outline some
important moments.
Everyone who lives in this lovely “Fae” community
has been very welcoming, kind and genuine. Such
characteristics I appreciate greatly. As soon as
I arrived I knew I was home and this was the place I
desired to make my future Existence.
There were lovely rituals, dances, events,
communication and exchange. I drummed like a mad
happy fiend all weekend and even sang / chanted
while doing so at times. I have never in my life had
such courage to vocalize or express outside dancing.
The energy opened up my heart and Being and aligned me
with the planet. Of course, I wore many costumes
and changed character to fit each occasion, (one of my
favorite things to do as you know!)
I was also Hand-Fasted to NorthStar (Thuban) in an
“Eternal Bound”, whom most of you have not met.
He is a “Priest” here who heads many of the rituals
and events on this land. We had an Ancient Egyptian
Ceremony in which I embodied the Deity Ma’at & he
embodied the Deity Horus. In case you do not know
what hand-fasting is, here is a brief description:
“Handfasting refers to one of two types of
ceremonies, either a "wedding" or a betrothal of a
year and a day,”
We had an Elder Priest of this land conduct the
Ceremony for us with Ancient Egyptian Elements and
he embodied Osirus. A Priestess of Sekhmet was
present and involved which was unexpected & personal,
considering Sekhmet is my main Deity as of late.
We were inside of the “Dragon Circle” with the Priest
and Priestess as well as NorthStar’s “Coven”. Other
dear creatures aligned the outside of the Dragon
Circle. In case you need a basic idea of “Coven”, it
is a group of dear and tightly woven family or clan of
Beings who do rituals together. Unfortunately, if
you are not familiar with some of these terms, your
fear may steer you to think of elements which have no
bearing. Please keep in mind that you know who I
am, what I care for and what I love. My values have
certainly not changed I assure you, simply my
Existence Modality is reorganizing its pathways to
Destiny and Fate.
I also for the first time ever, danced around a
May Pole. However, since I am not wanting to have
children my intentions were focused on the
prosperity and fertility of all financial and creative
projects as well as the focus, gain and evolving of
all dreamsand ambitions. In case you are not aware of
what the “May-Pole” is, it is a tall pole with many
colored ribbons attached, in which Creatures (usually in
human body ::tee hee:: ), weave in and out with the
ribbons until they are finally interwoven tightly to
the base and dance around while doing so. I did not
hold a ribbon; we danced on the outside of the
weavers.
So now you may be wondering what my mad plans are?
Projecting 2 - 5 years in SF…
Stay living in San Francisco long enough to get
all businesses running smoothly, ie:
* Autonomous Fox Computer Consulting (for
temporary income) until;
* GLAMOURMUTANTS online artist / model community
is running and prosperous.
* Pixie Nature I am hoping to relocate out in
Tennessee on this land but I need to speak to my
partner Eileen about it & I want to kidnap her!
* Wicked Geisha ritual performance troupe.
* Continue DJing.
* Networking with other artists and magical
creatures of good heart and intent.
NorthStar (Thuban) will be moving out to San
Francisco by September of 2005. We plan to return to
Tennessee once all projects have become stable and
income is fluid. We will be working together on many
projects. I have no idea about moving to Europe at
some point but it is still a possibility, at least
seasonally.
My plans have been to move to Oakland into a
performance / art warehouse space with my Wicked
Geisha sisters. As far as I know this is still
happening but to which context and creatures else
involved I am unsure at the moment.
MY DEVOTION TO THOSE I LOVE HAS NOT CHANGED
however my personal energy is going inward a bit and
needs to focus on its new paradigms. In order to stay
clear, focused, aligned and create discipline, I am
planning to integrate regular exercise, meditation,
martial arts, continue drumming, dancing, become a
Reiki healer, and study Ancient Arts of varying kinds.
I always welcome with open arms any of you who
have received this letter, either from me directly or
passed forward by a “family” member. I am hoping
to kidnap some of you to this beautiful land once I
have made my home here. You are always welcome to
visit and experience this wondrous place.
You have not lost me. This is a major shift in
Pathways I have been waiting for since 17 years of
age. I did not know how, when or in what form it
would take. The Elements have all arrived and now
it is up to me to follow through and make my Dreams
become reality.
My goals are to contribute to the Unification and
Evolving of all Beings in the Universe who Desire;
with Love, Communication, Beauty, Art and
Performance of all Mediums, Knowledge, Understanding,
Kindness and Magic.
Please feel free to ask me any questions you may
have, I am an open book.
~Maya Say Moirai