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the stale taste, of recylced air.
story of my life. recycled stuff. recycled friends, recycled friendships, recycled problems, recycled frustration of not finding a job, recycled love of buying shoes, recylced lots of shit.
i never seem to remember what i do anymore. i mean i remember it, but it seems to blur together. i saw SAW 2 with sarah, it was good. i went to my FINAL tennis banquet ever and it left me with a weird mixture of accomplishment and resentment. i saw mdawg!! god i have missed mike so much. and i got the biggest welcome hug ever when i saw him. it was so good to see him again. i feel absolutley terrible for what happened to him and i hate the marines now. anyway, i hung out with him a lot and it was really nice :) ive gotten a lot of use out of my $15 starbucks card and it has made me happy. ive gotten 4 new pairs of shoes in the past few weeks and they ranged from $9-$24 so im happy about that. and i bought two of them from the money joe gave me to do his laundry and my mom bought the other two. me and mer and some of the crew got to booze at mikes house again. ive missed that comfortable atmosphere. ive gotten screwed over repeatedly and ive decided to pursue cetain frienships anymore. im not upset, im diappointed because i expect so much out of people. and then it makes me sad to watch people waste away their friends and important things. ive been thinking in a whole different way lately, and i wish i knew the cause for this new way of thinking but i dont know what it is.
im going to california in exactly a week. i should be excited and pumped but it hasnt hit me yet. im nervous about taking a plane completely alone since ive never flown before, but i suppose ill get through it. pssh its not like i have a choice. ive been not handing in a lot of things at school, and i usually do most of the homework. but ive lost interest since ive decided where im going to college. i think of school now more as an escape from my screaming mother and demanding family and unaccountable friends. i dont mind school because if u just do what u gotta do, its a pretty thoughtless process.
my grandparents got a dog. his name is cody. hes a shihtzue(sp?) and hes black and white and curly. hes very cute and calm and i wish i had that little sucker to come home to because hes so happy all the time.
story of my life. recycled stuff. recycled friends, recycled friendships, recycled problems, recycled frustration of not finding a job, recycled love of buying shoes, recylced lots of shit.
i never seem to remember what i do anymore. i mean i remember it, but it seems to blur together. i saw SAW 2 with sarah, it was good. i went to my FINAL tennis banquet ever and it left me with a weird mixture of accomplishment and resentment. i saw mdawg!! god i have missed mike so much. and i got the biggest welcome hug ever when i saw him. it was so good to see him again. i feel absolutley terrible for what happened to him and i hate the marines now. anyway, i hung out with him a lot and it was really nice :) ive gotten a lot of use out of my $15 starbucks card and it has made me happy. ive gotten 4 new pairs of shoes in the past few weeks and they ranged from $9-$24 so im happy about that. and i bought two of them from the money joe gave me to do his laundry and my mom bought the other two. me and mer and some of the crew got to booze at mikes house again. ive missed that comfortable atmosphere. ive gotten screwed over repeatedly and ive decided to pursue cetain frienships anymore. im not upset, im diappointed because i expect so much out of people. and then it makes me sad to watch people waste away their friends and important things. ive been thinking in a whole different way lately, and i wish i knew the cause for this new way of thinking but i dont know what it is.
im going to california in exactly a week. i should be excited and pumped but it hasnt hit me yet. im nervous about taking a plane completely alone since ive never flown before, but i suppose ill get through it. pssh its not like i have a choice. ive been not handing in a lot of things at school, and i usually do most of the homework. but ive lost interest since ive decided where im going to college. i think of school now more as an escape from my screaming mother and demanding family and unaccountable friends. i dont mind school because if u just do what u gotta do, its a pretty thoughtless process.
my grandparents got a dog. his name is cody. hes a shihtzue(sp?) and hes black and white and curly. hes very cute and calm and i wish i had that little sucker to come home to because hes so happy all the time.