ilovemyfriends<3
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today was extremely fun i must say. up until the end which i dont want to talk about. but most likely will end up doing just because thats how i am=).
well, today was our field trip to NU. our group was just our class. i loved the criminal justice speaker. he was really nice; and funny. interesting. and then the lady named beth gaev us a tour of the place; showed us a dorm, told us about the buildings; it was cool. we got to be outside pretty much the whole time, so it was ok. btw, i own pj's ball(s).
yes, today i realized once again how much i love my friends more than anything in this world.
wanna hear my story? no. but thats too bad, because your going to anyway. well, so when all of us were waiting outside at the end of the trip to get back on the buses i wanted to chill with jamie because i didnt see him all day. well first of all, he kept trying to like, get away from me. but, i just thought--ok i dont know what i thought. and, like..i kind of took his hand, and he just pulled away. so at that point i was just upset. so i just kinda talked to him. and then, mia comes over furious. lmao, i love her to death. but anyway, shes like jessie i REALLY have to talk to you. so i pull her to the side and she told me something i thought was true but definitly didn't want to hear. its like this: im always talked about by my old friends, and jamie's always with them so i kind of figured he was maybeeee sticking up for me? but no, he joins in. and now, mia says that he stated "no, i dont like her anymore." and i kinda figured that just because hes been avoiding me so much, but i dont know what to believe.
maybe theres a slight stretch of the truth there, but i know mia wouldn't lie. so i thought to like, call him..but he's dumb. and im really upset, because well, i love the kid. and i just dont want to be lied to anymore. it sucks.
but, i love my friends. salina, amanda, alex, nicole, mia, pj, joey, and tj. you guys are the greatest in this uniiverrseee. iheartchuguys. hehe, amanda's shoulder is always open. hehehe<3333.
well, ill call him later and maybe either get my ass dumped, or maybe straighten things out. or nothing. probably wont call him.
later
today was extremely fun i must say. up until the end which i dont want to talk about. but most likely will end up doing just because thats how i am=).
well, today was our field trip to NU. our group was just our class. i loved the criminal justice speaker. he was really nice; and funny. interesting. and then the lady named beth gaev us a tour of the place; showed us a dorm, told us about the buildings; it was cool. we got to be outside pretty much the whole time, so it was ok. btw, i own pj's ball(s).
yes, today i realized once again how much i love my friends more than anything in this world.
wanna hear my story? no. but thats too bad, because your going to anyway. well, so when all of us were waiting outside at the end of the trip to get back on the buses i wanted to chill with jamie because i didnt see him all day. well first of all, he kept trying to like, get away from me. but, i just thought--ok i dont know what i thought. and, like..i kind of took his hand, and he just pulled away. so at that point i was just upset. so i just kinda talked to him. and then, mia comes over furious. lmao, i love her to death. but anyway, shes like jessie i REALLY have to talk to you. so i pull her to the side and she told me something i thought was true but definitly didn't want to hear. its like this: im always talked about by my old friends, and jamie's always with them so i kind of figured he was maybeeee sticking up for me? but no, he joins in. and now, mia says that he stated "no, i dont like her anymore." and i kinda figured that just because hes been avoiding me so much, but i dont know what to believe.
maybe theres a slight stretch of the truth there, but i know mia wouldn't lie. so i thought to like, call him..but he's dumb. and im really upset, because well, i love the kid. and i just dont want to be lied to anymore. it sucks.
but, i love my friends. salina, amanda, alex, nicole, mia, pj, joey, and tj. you guys are the greatest in this uniiverrseee. iheartchuguys. hehe, amanda's shoulder is always open. hehehe<3333.
well, ill call him later and maybe either get my ass dumped, or maybe straighten things out. or nothing. probably wont call him.
later