Did I mention?
Its funny how as time goes on and everyone gets a little older, we mold with our surroundings. You become adapted to your new customs. Possibly, more time to yourself, or more independent. Coming from someone who has had to share most of her life, share her things, share her thoughts, her room, space - I'm hear to tell you that once you get that dose of "my space, my thoughts, my things" its definitly hard to return back especially because the MY dose seemed new to me. I'm just going to have to learn; however, I have a feeling it shouldn't take long.
Ever felt like someone's shadow? Maybe I'm just over emotional, or perhapes I feel like everyone is against me, but whatever the reason may be, I have been getting these feelings which I honestly dont know what to make out from them. Am I supposed to see something? Am I supposed to learn from this? Let's just say that I haven't really "seen" something yet, but I am getting the feeling that I'm going up, and no longer want to follow behind someone (even if that someone is shorter than myself - haha).
Stress. I often say im "stressed" Do I even know what stressed means or even feels like? I have the slightest idea, but what i do know, is that my life basicly consists of school, homework, work, babysitting. I haven't really had a good moment with my family nor my friends in a long time, and I think that's the result of this emotional behavior. I absolutly have a hard time handling that. My triangle is not balanced. Only I can fix that.
Times like these, when I need you the most. I miss you. You better set aside some time to call me, you. ;)
Oh, did I mention I'm in love with the Amazing Race? It makes my Tuesdays complete. :)
Oh, did I mention that bball is starting. Oh, how my smile gets larger! :)
Oh, did I mention how I might go to Cincinnati for New Years. Well, I might. (I mean, I AM)
Oh, did I mention I'm going to attempt a new diet. Well, not so much a diet - more like an eating plan + a workout plan.
Oh, did I mention . . . I'll let you know.
Ok. After I got all that out, I feel MUCH better, and I think I can fall asleep now.
Ever felt like someone's shadow? Maybe I'm just over emotional, or perhapes I feel like everyone is against me, but whatever the reason may be, I have been getting these feelings which I honestly dont know what to make out from them. Am I supposed to see something? Am I supposed to learn from this? Let's just say that I haven't really "seen" something yet, but I am getting the feeling that I'm going up, and no longer want to follow behind someone (even if that someone is shorter than myself - haha).
Stress. I often say im "stressed" Do I even know what stressed means or even feels like? I have the slightest idea, but what i do know, is that my life basicly consists of school, homework, work, babysitting. I haven't really had a good moment with my family nor my friends in a long time, and I think that's the result of this emotional behavior. I absolutly have a hard time handling that. My triangle is not balanced. Only I can fix that.
Times like these, when I need you the most. I miss you. You better set aside some time to call me, you. ;)
Oh, did I mention I'm in love with the Amazing Race? It makes my Tuesdays complete. :)
Oh, did I mention that bball is starting. Oh, how my smile gets larger! :)
Oh, did I mention how I might go to Cincinnati for New Years. Well, I might. (I mean, I AM)
Oh, did I mention I'm going to attempt a new diet. Well, not so much a diet - more like an eating plan + a workout plan.
Oh, did I mention . . . I'll let you know.
Ok. After I got all that out, I feel MUCH better, and I think I can fall asleep now.