just how dangerous is an open heart?

[my_vie_enroze]

i wish tings would go back to the way they were last month.

I wish id stop beating myself up for every thing bad that happens

i wish i was more ignorant
more careless

i wish i had no feelings

i wish i knew what do say to make everything better

i wish i knew everything that i should say in the first place so that i dont have to make everything better

i wish i was HAPPY

i wish i could get out of thins big dark insecure place im in

i wish you'd love me

i wish u'd need me

i wish u'd see what i see

i wish u felt how i felt

i wish u heard what i heard

i wish u'd feel the pain i feel

i wish....

i wish it was all over