oh how i love FOOD
o man..this day was absolutely awesome..cept for the first part..ok..first things first..this morning i come in and katies wearing her guy jeans! and im like NOO cuz i was gonna wear them with her and i was wearing regular girl jeans..so i got a little frusterated about that but then i blew it off but then eddie started sayin how my butt was bigger than katies and all this stuff and i just hate that about eddie..he makes me feel so self-conscience sometimes and its no wonder i have thoughts about anorexia and belemia..its NO wonder at all..personally im not satisfied with my body and i know that not many people are but..i dont like my body at all and i really dont know how some of these guys think im "hott" when im not! so anyways..day goes on and first period i was still pissed at eddie for all that he said and stuff so not a very good time but as the day progressed my friends got me into a better mood, and i had an excuse to skip lunch since i was thinkin in my head "im goin anorexic and i wont tell a soul!" but amanda, being the friend she is (i love you!) asked me if i had money and i said no and started walking off but she grabbed me and said "im not lettin you starv!" and she paid for my lunch..gosh i love her! and the whole time i was like..ugh i dont wanna, im just gonna get fatter!!..but..i came home and ate more so lol its ok now..however im still overly self-conscience and im not sure if im gonna eat as much as i usually do but..yeah..but HOLY COW...guess whos passin math!? AMY'S PASSIN MATH! ahhhh 70.4 baby! i know its hardly passing but thats the best grade ive ever had as an average in math! im so overwhelmed aH!..and then to make it better!!! i can sleep over at katies friday!! ah we're gonna have so much fun and stay up late and then go help her dad in the morning lol we're gonna have such a fun time! you have NO idea!
k well..im gonna go now i love you dollfaces!
<3 amy
WHAT WOULD U DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked u:
» I kissed u:
» I lived next door to u:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight & u werent there:
WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are u?
[2] R we friends?
[3] When & how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected u?
[5] What do u think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory u have of me?
[7] How long do u think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do u love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt u?
[10] Would u hug me?
[11] Would u kiss me?
[13] R we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do u wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname & explain why u picked it.
[18] Am I lovable?
[19] How long have u known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was ur first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do u think Ill get married?
[25] What about me makes u happy?
[26] What about me makes u sad?
[27] What reminds u of me?
[28] Whats something u would change about me?
[29] How well do u know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill some1?