wednesday

[my_two_centavos]

today had a great start.

i talked to britta. her friend killed himself.

i went painting with alex today. i left the bridge feeling satisfied.

a man named al told me stories of how california used to be.

today the man in produce.. the one that told me im too quiet told me im too loud.

scott gave me free cookies.

the manager wants me to paint the break room. tomorrow we are going to talk about how shes going to pay me.

i ordered fried mahi mahi at L&L. i think that was the first time i tried it. its good stuff.

mikey called ralphs to tell me to hang out.
he came over after i went to L&L.
hes a good friend but today i really think i needed some ME time.

i am weaksauce. i missed the peace and quiet that comes with being alone. i miss my brother and sister. i barly ever seem them. friends are great. i love my friends but family is forever. ..and i need to fit some time to love myself before i can go out and love everyone else.

i wish i had a normal family. ..like in 7th heaven or something. i wish there was a little bit more love in the house.