Oct 02, 2007 03:26
...of finally finding someone that I love, without question, and being so filled with anxiety and dread over letting those stupid 3 words slip that I'm moved to tears sometimes. I guess I never envisioned love to be like this. It isn't supposed to be, right? I guess it's good I'm kind of quick on my feet, and when I feel the words starting to come up... I make a snarky remark and push it back down.
On the good side, Gram is out of the hospital! She was bleeding internally because her blood vessels in her colon are really, really weak. Being on two types of BLOOD THINNERS (stupid doctors) didn't mix well with that. They're working on getting her strong again.
And on the bad side again, FUCK you too if you're gonna be like this. Don't expect me to crawl back.