Aug 02, 2007 01:06
What's done is done. I'm sick of trying to prove that I'm good enough...for someone who didn't even put up a fight. So... I guess that's it.
Jeanine and Jenn said we should move to Australia. American girls are considered beautful and everyone wants them. It would be nice.
No, because you know what? About a year ago I was fine on my own. I desired no one and no one desired me and it was great. No complications. I was resigned to my fate. I'm a loner like my dad and it's fine. Why did stuff have to go and get all fucked up and complicated? I'd like to rewind time.