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these past 2 weeks have been so hard. period. i thought i had everything so figured out, and then things just went bad. i realized i needed to trust God with everything. and then i thought again things were going to be ok... then we found out that my mom's cancer from 4 years ago has just returned.. and things crashed down again. and on top of that, i had to act all happy and peppy all week at vbs. but that was really just making me more bitter. and there is now so much more that proves i am simply a failure. and i just need some prayers and some help... cuz i feel like im on the verge of exploding or something..