bu yi er fei :(
Mood: 
headachish!
Listening: perfect man *SOUL
today's been a major pain in da assss :(
first off, i was gonna head down to onestop to print stuff rt after school, but apparently my cd decided to disappear without a trace so hur i had to come home (all grumpy) and email the auntie (who's still supremely nice, btw) while my disc lies somewhr (hopefully unnoticed) in the sch compounds ('cos i don't quite fancy ppl staring at my photos..... eek.)
and then uh on my way frm 170's interchange i see that lo! and behold! my pink earphone-muff thingy's gone. i'd been pretty skeptical abt the aesthetic value of the round dude but i've grown attached to it, come on. so it has uh ceased into nonexistence. no more eyecatching bright pink earphones against mah-black-velvet-zenpoucha! okay no idea what accent is tt.
i'm spending shitloads of money again what with developing my own photos/ printing those collages la! and this time round the figure's not small. it's like on one hand i know i oughtn't be spending so much money when it's not even me earning it, but on the othr hand it's like, well, this is really the last time and uh it's gonna be worth it. it's not much a matter of whthr i can afford it, i guess. i'm just guilty i'm "splurging" so much. sometimes you take a step back and you wonder whthr there's anything on this earth that's "worth it", and sometimes you wonder why the hell you're putting in so much effort on someone who's not gonna be doing the reciprocal. and i'm not saying this in a chao4 negative way la hahaha
it's so ironic, confidence turning ugly. or maybe it's 'cos i'm the only one who's "shrewd" enough, that or i'm blinded by my own judgements.
we had a short personality test kind of thing during ct today, and i'm easily I, eh :P though i don't quite feel much like i "enjoy talking" now, hurhur. i circled both "think too much" and "emotional". Troubled Teen Indeed.
i don't think i'll be starting work anytime soon, not until aft sunday =/. and i've got tons of schstuff undone. also we need to wrap up fusion soon. but i'm perpetually tired. maybe BC's gonna help :P i feel both mentally and physically deadddddd
alright. promise me i'll pack my stuff tonight?
headachish!
Listening: perfect man *SOUL
today's been a major pain in da assss :(
first off, i was gonna head down to onestop to print stuff rt after school, but apparently my cd decided to disappear without a trace so hur i had to come home (all grumpy) and email the auntie (who's still supremely nice, btw) while my disc lies somewhr (hopefully unnoticed) in the sch compounds ('cos i don't quite fancy ppl staring at my photos..... eek.)
and then uh on my way frm 170's interchange i see that lo! and behold! my pink earphone-muff thingy's gone. i'd been pretty skeptical abt the aesthetic value of the round dude but i've grown attached to it, come on. so it has uh ceased into nonexistence. no more eyecatching bright pink earphones against mah-black-velvet-zenpoucha! okay no idea what accent is tt.
i'm spending shitloads of money again what with developing my own photos/ printing those collages la! and this time round the figure's not small. it's like on one hand i know i oughtn't be spending so much money when it's not even me earning it, but on the othr hand it's like, well, this is really the last time and uh it's gonna be worth it. it's not much a matter of whthr i can afford it, i guess. i'm just guilty i'm "splurging" so much. sometimes you take a step back and you wonder whthr there's anything on this earth that's "worth it", and sometimes you wonder why the hell you're putting in so much effort on someone who's not gonna be doing the reciprocal. and i'm not saying this in a chao4 negative way la hahaha
it's so ironic, confidence turning ugly. or maybe it's 'cos i'm the only one who's "shrewd" enough, that or i'm blinded by my own judgements.
we had a short personality test kind of thing during ct today, and i'm easily I, eh :P though i don't quite feel much like i "enjoy talking" now, hurhur. i circled both "think too much" and "emotional". Troubled Teen Indeed.
i don't think i'll be starting work anytime soon, not until aft sunday =/. and i've got tons of schstuff undone. also we need to wrap up fusion soon. but i'm perpetually tired. maybe BC's gonna help :P i feel both mentally and physically deadddddd
alright. promise me i'll pack my stuff tonight?