May 16, 2005 23:13
i know i'm not one to write sad entries but oh well this is how i feel
basically i hate my life and i'm really depressed.
well my parents sold our house friday and we have to be out in like three weeks.
i'm so tired of school but i really don't want it to end cause i know i won't be coming back next year.
there are so many things i don't want to leave..
i would rather just kill myself then move all the way in the middle of fucking nowhere in bumblefuck georgia.
it will be so hard not getting to see shawn as much..not having as many jimjams, or dance parties, or any of the things i love..
i know i bitch about conyers as much as everyone else does around here but i really did take it and the people in it for granted and i would rather live here right now then anywhere else.
i love all of my friends and i want to see all of you as much as possible before i move. please call me.
leave a message if you want to hang out.
i love you all.
night♥ash