My update in months...
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Aint that the truth?....Well, it's been damn near 5 months since I updated. I dont feel the need to update every day. I cant remember all the way back then, but I can remember now. I left to NYC on June 12, 2004. I can honestly say that my life has gone somewhat of a downhill slope since I arrived. I have nobody to blame but myself. What made me thing that when I come back, people will be the same? Everyone changes over time. Even I did. People you thought were the same, aren't any more. I thought that I'd come enjoy a vacation, handle some business, and spend time with friends. That didn't happen. My best friend, Lavette, got her new boyfriend. She's changed. Now that she has had her cherry popped, she's cocky as hell. Hasan? Ever since he got put behind bars, he aint been the same either. It's not that he's gay, just very edgy. *shrugs* Mike. My homeboy Mike. I can always rely on him. But nah, he's changed also. He's gotten so damn non-chalant, it could seem his mother would die by lethal injection tomorrow, and he wouldn't turn his head from his computer. Eiji, one of my greatest boys. He hasn't exactly changed, but what he has always been, was annoying to be around. Guess I had to get used to it, because it doesn't bother me now. Simone? My best-friend's fiancee. She's always been cool. A bit more bitchy lately, but nothing I cant handle. Stacy? *sighs* Poor kid has changed since her link-up with Mike P.
But this trip hasn't been all bad news. I got to meet people whom I thought I would have never gotten along with. There's Kangol. Boy, did I hate this fucker. Got to know him, he's one of the coolest peeps in the world. You cant fuck up when you have a friend like Kangol at your side. I wish him and Stacy the best. You got Ghetto Mike, Serge, Derrick and OJ. Those are some real ass niggaz. They wont look to fuck you over unless you fuck them over first. I didn't expect to be smokin' tree out here, but of course, those nigz had my back. My all around peoples like BJ, Jay, Ed, and a few others(If I didn't mention you, sorry.) were cool also. I met the females also. Dalia, Q, Cass... Sahre, Melissa.. and a few others. I have a bad memory.. I had my troubles. Susan, that was a mistake. A big mistake. ALL my friends made me regret doin' things with her. Also, you got the other person who I did things with and regret it. She's nothing but a big regret. She knows who she is. That was my NYC life and friends.. but I can honestly say I cant wait till I go back. Too many mistakes and regrets I made here.
Then you got the CF drama. Once your name becomes a "Chinatown Fair Name," you're done for. I been in too much since I been here. I used to enjoy it, because my life was boring w/o it, but now I attempt to keep a low profile.
Y'know, I was talkin' to Jay the other day about (Nameless), and he gave me some great advice. He's a great listener and can lead you in the right direction. Very random, I know, but he needs his 15 seconds of fame.
Anyway, my New York trip was all in all, one of the best and worst things that ever happened to me. I loved spending time with my mother and my cousin, and all around friends and family. But I think it's time for me to return to my state. I miss Louisiana. I miss my friends. I miss my car most of all. I guess I'll see you all in another few months when I decide to update again. *shrugs and sighs* Sometimes, I wish my life wouldn't be so complicated. I wish I could just take complications out of my life. One day... One day.........