Aug 03, 2004 21:21
Dear Mom,
I'm sorry I was never that perfect girl you wanted me to be. I'm sorry I'm not as good as my sister. I know I'm not anything near perfect... but you don't have to get so angry with me and all my little faults. It's not like I want to be this way. A can safely bet that you weren't the person you want me to be when you were my age. I try my best, I honestly do. Maybe you should think about how I can make my own choices. How I want to be my OWN person.
I really do love you. I'm just sorry that sometimes I can't please you. Or how you think I don't appreciate anything you do for me, because I do. Sometimes I feel we can really connect, and a lot of times I wish our relationship was stronger. I have no clue what's the cause of this huge block between us. But I promise I'll try to clear it out of our path.
Love, Me