Random Thoughts
Why is this year so much different than all the rest? I think this is the year that everyone has grown up the most, and people aren't as cliquey as before. I've noticed that our junior class has a LOT of pretty girls, but none of them seem to be envious of one another.. they're just happy to be themselves. And that to me is incredible. Walking through the halls though, I always see these familiar faces that just aren't familiar anymore, and I miss these girls a lot!
Andrea- We used to have some totally fun times! Like every year during the holidays i'd go to ur house and we'd make pumpkin pie/cheesecake and we'd eat all of it haha. And we'd sit on ur trampoline like every day after school and talk about cute boys and how much we wanted boyfriends. Lol we knew nothing back then, but still it was awesome! Blaah i guess it was middle school that tore us apart.
If I had the chance to do middle school over, I'm not sure if i would. I think I could have gotten a lot more out of it if I opened my eyes once in awhile. I didn't really have any major concerns back then, and I met a lot of cool people there too.
Anyway, I think this year everyone looks older too. Like no one really wears a lot of make up, but they look more mature. Except for me with my railroad teeth lol I hate braces. I also found out some really disturbing information about one of my "best" friends. What makes a friend anyway? Keeping things like that secrets from everyone but one person cuz you'll think they'll think different of you? Well its true, I do. And I don't agree with your decision at all- and you have your whole life to go. But this is you here, Do what you want. Cuz i know you already have.
Just like every year, I'm loosing and im gaining, except this year I think i'm gaining more. (Even the weight lol). But this year I think I'm the happiest I have ever been in my whole life. Things are starting to make sense! And its great to know that so many people are there for you whenever you need them - and I'm here for you too!