AMAZING day!
Ok i'll admit, last night things were pretty rocky. I didn't know if anything was ending or not, but I went to bed so glad it didn't. It's not like I like making him sad, but I think he needs to know what's worrying me, and what is is that we don't hang out enough. But there's no doubt in my mind that we can get through this. I just need a little faith in myself and with the help of god, hopefully, I can get my license very very soon.
Today I went with Traci to order her boutoneer (have no idea how to spell that), cuz I had already ordered mine. And then we picked up Kendall, then went to JoAnn Fabrics, and the Flower shop. I wanted to get him something because I felt horrible. So I ended up with a rose and a bracelet that meant prosperity or something like that, I just got it cuz it was green and that is his favorite color. So then us 3 went to Mike and Dave's where Eric was already there waiting for Traci. And we all exchanged gifts. I never really considered Sweetest Day to be a holiday before, and I don't know if I do now, but I am so incredibly glad I have him. I feel like I'm sitting on top of the whole world right now. He gave me the most beautiful rose I have ever seen, and a super cute pink bear. He tries so hard to be a good boyfriend for me, and he's the best.
I have always believed that "Good things come to those who wait", and now I think that this really is true. So many times i've been the odd one out, not being able to go places with my friends cuz I wasn't "with" somebody. For years I've been the one with nobody left to like, and no boy to turn to. Last year I had to miss homecoming because I was the only one in my group without a date. That was my decision, but why would I want to sit by myself during all of this.
So finally, my turn came. And I always imagined how my boyfriend would be like. I never would have guessed that I would have him of all people; and I never imagined that it would be this great. I'm so so greatful right now for absolutely everything in my life. I never had guys to ask their opinion and now I have so many great guy friends. Mann, I guess what I'm trying to say is that if you're at a rough point in your life right now.. things actually DO get better. The wait is rough and rocky, but it is absolutely awesome in the end!!
Ohh and Kendall and Dave are officially going out!!
Homecoming is in EXACTLY 1 week!!!! Yes!!!
--Later!