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breathe . . . breathe . . . breathe . . . it was only a spider
a somewhat small spider . . . breathe. Tomorrow you are going to call and arrange an appointment for next week.
clearly you need help if you're having a breakdown over spiders.
and you're also going to tell her about the pills.
the only way she can really help is if you tell her the truth about the pills, the OCD, and the Fear.
sigh. I'm tired and want to sleep, but I'm nervous about the spiders.
and I feel like crying, but I'm trying not to at the same time.
Go to sleep, call Heather in the morning,
and just keep an eye out for spiders.
a somewhat small spider . . . breathe. Tomorrow you are going to call and arrange an appointment for next week.
clearly you need help if you're having a breakdown over spiders.
and you're also going to tell her about the pills.
the only way she can really help is if you tell her the truth about the pills, the OCD, and the Fear.
sigh. I'm tired and want to sleep, but I'm nervous about the spiders.
and I feel like crying, but I'm trying not to at the same time.
Go to sleep, call Heather in the morning,
and just keep an eye out for spiders.