I'm missing freshmen year...
I'm so worried about all of my friends.
first, amador people, I'm worried about all of them
Erin: her mom makes me so angry, along with most of her family, and I'm worried for her, she doesn't deserve any of this, and I can't call her. She feels like everyone is breaking apart, which is the general feeling I'm getting from everyone over there anyway. She's so stressed, and she really needs some down time or something. I'm worried that thanksgiving is gonna be hell for her. She's such a good friend and yet my parent's don't trust her and don't like the fact she's my friend and are blaming my bad grades on her, which makes no sense, cause I'm actually getting a 3.3 GPA this past quarter. *sigh*
Lynn: Once again, I'm worried about her, the stress, the restruant, the friends. It just seems like she's so alone, and has so much to do. And that she doesn't know what to do next.
Stephanie: Because I now know how stressful being in a play is T-T. Plus I just worry about her in general. Plus I feel like I'm starting to become annoying to her, heck, I feel like I've become annoying to a lot of people really. And thats the last thing I want. She just seems so far away, and like she isn't always herself around me.
Lindsay: All of that school work, stress, her brother. Everything. Just, everything
it feels like everyone at Amador has a shadow over them that I can't do anything to help take away, and I want to so badly. Now for:
Foothill people:
new freshman girl called from here on out, A. yes, A. and Claire. A supposedly scratched Claire die into her arm, we went to see the counselor, who said not to worry, but I'm still gonna worry. Whole huge drama there. I don't wanna go into it. Not to even metion Ashley.
I feel like I'm drifting away from everyone, no matter how hard I try. am I even trying?
The play is becoming stressful, and its not even hell week yet, and my parents probablly won't let me do another play that involves my current director ever again. Everything is our (the cast's) fault. And there isn't gonna be a cast photo in the program because "we don't work as a cast" whatever. grrr.
everything feels so wrong, so stressed, so messed up. I remember freshman year, so much less drama. More fun, eighth grade, for the most part, was even better. I miss everyone. I feel so out of touch. Everyone says I'm not. I don't know wether or not to think they're saying that just to make me feel better.
so many people say I'm strong, but am I? I don't know. I don't feel like it. I feel tired. So tired. It feels like this shlump has been going on since sophomore year... I just want it to be over, I want to be in happy times, now happy times seem only to last for a few hours. Feel so stressed and tired I want to cry, but I don't. I don't know if I can.
first, amador people, I'm worried about all of them
Erin: her mom makes me so angry, along with most of her family, and I'm worried for her, she doesn't deserve any of this, and I can't call her. She feels like everyone is breaking apart, which is the general feeling I'm getting from everyone over there anyway. She's so stressed, and she really needs some down time or something. I'm worried that thanksgiving is gonna be hell for her. She's such a good friend and yet my parent's don't trust her and don't like the fact she's my friend and are blaming my bad grades on her, which makes no sense, cause I'm actually getting a 3.3 GPA this past quarter. *sigh*
Lynn: Once again, I'm worried about her, the stress, the restruant, the friends. It just seems like she's so alone, and has so much to do. And that she doesn't know what to do next.
Stephanie: Because I now know how stressful being in a play is T-T. Plus I just worry about her in general. Plus I feel like I'm starting to become annoying to her, heck, I feel like I've become annoying to a lot of people really. And thats the last thing I want. She just seems so far away, and like she isn't always herself around me.
Lindsay: All of that school work, stress, her brother. Everything. Just, everything
it feels like everyone at Amador has a shadow over them that I can't do anything to help take away, and I want to so badly. Now for:
Foothill people:
new freshman girl called from here on out, A. yes, A. and Claire. A supposedly scratched Claire die into her arm, we went to see the counselor, who said not to worry, but I'm still gonna worry. Whole huge drama there. I don't wanna go into it. Not to even metion Ashley.
I feel like I'm drifting away from everyone, no matter how hard I try. am I even trying?
The play is becoming stressful, and its not even hell week yet, and my parents probablly won't let me do another play that involves my current director ever again. Everything is our (the cast's) fault. And there isn't gonna be a cast photo in the program because "we don't work as a cast" whatever. grrr.
everything feels so wrong, so stressed, so messed up. I remember freshman year, so much less drama. More fun, eighth grade, for the most part, was even better. I miss everyone. I feel so out of touch. Everyone says I'm not. I don't know wether or not to think they're saying that just to make me feel better.
so many people say I'm strong, but am I? I don't know. I don't feel like it. I feel tired. So tired. It feels like this shlump has been going on since sophomore year... I just want it to be over, I want to be in happy times, now happy times seem only to last for a few hours. Feel so stressed and tired I want to cry, but I don't. I don't know if I can.