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so today has been mostly bad. my temper has been flaring ever since i woke up. i think thats mostly cause i stayed up till 5.30 and was woken up at 9. once i finally got up from everyone bothering me i tried recording a new song. of course i wasnt in a great mood and cross kept doin stupid stuff while i was recording so i couldnt get anything done, which pissed me off.
on top of that i was supposed to go on a date tonite and i got ditched. she never never even called to tell me she wasnt coming. i was really really mad, which adds to my loneliness problem, cause it makes me feel like im unwanted even more.
i did go to the mall though cause my mom felt sorry for me so she drove me there. i got the head automatica cd, its really good.
i really dont know what to do anymore about anything though. i try to make things better and it seems that im not supposed to be happy or something, i dunno.
anyone got any answers for me?
on top of that i was supposed to go on a date tonite and i got ditched. she never never even called to tell me she wasnt coming. i was really really mad, which adds to my loneliness problem, cause it makes me feel like im unwanted even more.
i did go to the mall though cause my mom felt sorry for me so she drove me there. i got the head automatica cd, its really good.
i really dont know what to do anymore about anything though. i try to make things better and it seems that im not supposed to be happy or something, i dunno.
anyone got any answers for me?