could it be?
so i'm in love. i mean i am really in love. like i miss this girl everytime she leaves me. i know it sounds gay. but i feel like empty when she isn't around. last night we told each other. she feels the same way about me too, which is also weird. so lets start with yesterday. she went out and got me some clothes. i thought it was a nice gesture so i got her a little something as well. a few weeks ago was easter and while we were driving back to jersey there was a sign that said easter flowers for sale. she said how she loves easter flowers and her favorite flower is a lilly. so while i was at work yesterday i got her a collared lilly. i also got her the bravery cd. she had mentioned that she like this song she saw on mtv2 and i said ahh the bravery. i heard the cd was good from jeff, who heard from shawn, so i got her one. now on to the gayness. i showed up and gave her the lilly, and cd and she got all teary eyed. we started talking and well the topic of me liking her came up. she said "your crazy about me." i said "yeah, i like you alot", cat: smiles; me: "i like you so much it's scary"; cat: "me too (while she smiles)"; me: "like almost to the point of that word", she just smiles again. me: "to the point of that word" ; cat: "me too." so i asked if i could say the word and then i did. i told her i loved her and she told me she loved me too. i know it sounds gay but it was awesome. the funny thing is we both were scared to tell the other. we both knew that we loved each other like 2 weeks ago. i can't believe i'm in love. i've never felt this way before. i thought i knew what love wasn't but it wasn't this. this is awesome. everything in life is great. my band is awesome, and we keep getting better and better. we get offered gigs alot now. we play every weekend. and i'm in love.