was your yuletide gay?
what the fuck is a yuletide anyway? i mean i realize that yule stems from a pagan holiday as well as the tree ...druids love their tree worship but what is a yuletide? and why should it be gay? anywho, christmas was awesome. i think it was the first time that i sat through a holiday without arguing with one of my relatives. i don't think i was drunk either, hmm... maybe there is a connection. prolly not. i recieved some nice gifts, but gave the best ones i can think of. for the past week i have been plagued by illness. strike that for the past month i have been plagued by illness. now it's finally affected my throat, something that is pretty important when your a singer. this annoying cough won't go away! which is why i wasn't drunk at the christmas family function. i did however drink because my one cousin matt insisted that i drink with him. he is hard to say no to, especially after he is comming down off of no sleep and a coke binge ...haha. so this leaves me here. i haven't been to practice in a while, fuck i'm bored without music. i thought that the one week off the doc prescribed would be fun and relaxing. it's just boring. for once i wish i was back in high school. when i would be partying like there was no tomorrow. everyone could hang out and have fun cause no one had nothing that was important. that would be fun. just for this week. but alas i am old. and we leave for big blue meenie in just 2 short weeks. i am nervous but excited. i think we will do better than i expect. but not as good as i hope. which means i will be dissapointed in myself as always. so because i'm starting to ramble on worse than led zepplin, it's time to end this. good night and good bye.