oh geez...
so been thinking a bit lately...shocking, cuz it just seems like the recent past has been full of a whole bunch of nothing but work...anyway, i've been feeling kind of bad lately, cuz i haven't been seeing very many people lately, or at least i haven't been making a great effort to see people...family, friends...anyway, i know that i could remedy this by calling people to see them, however, i'm not sure if this would be taken well by some because i haven't really talked to them in a while and i just get an uncomfortable feeling when i think about it...not real sure why, but that's how it goes...i'm such a loser sometimes...so in conclusion, i guess this is my apology/explanation/whatever you want it to be for all of you who i've been neglecting...i know it's kind of pathetic and weak, but it'll just have to do cuz it's the best that i can do right now..."That's just the way it is. Things'll never be the same."