Shellshock.
I got me a Jon.
I can't actually believe it.
And he's great. He's just plain great. He really is. I know it's early days, but DAMN. He's great. We're so much alike in some ways it's almost scary. We keep asking if one is stalking the other to get details. And he's a horror movie buff that even puts Karis and me to shame.
I don't believe in the whole Valentine's Day ethos. Why should people make a fuss of one holiday, invented by greetings card companies, that we don't even get the day off work for? Why feel you have to prove you like someone on this one bullshit day when if you care about them you should be randomly accosting them with it at spontaneous points throughout your togetherness anyway? So Valentine's Day as a whole annoys me. But I had a pretty damn good one anyway. Came back to mine, watched The Exorcist: The Version You've Never Seen (which I technically had, but let's not be sticklers) and Kill Bill. Laughed around. Cuddled up. Had fun. He's very warm. Makes me smile. I think I actually skipped back from the bus stop afterwards.
My room still smells of his aftershave. Or whatever it is. Smells good.
I'm turning into a goofy, gibbering idiot, so I'd better go do something Kay-like, like watch Carrie or kick a child.
Damn. Just damn. I'm so bloody happy right now.
There's not a light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel isn't THERE anymore.
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I can't actually believe it.
And he's great. He's just plain great. He really is. I know it's early days, but DAMN. He's great. We're so much alike in some ways it's almost scary. We keep asking if one is stalking the other to get details. And he's a horror movie buff that even puts Karis and me to shame.
I don't believe in the whole Valentine's Day ethos. Why should people make a fuss of one holiday, invented by greetings card companies, that we don't even get the day off work for? Why feel you have to prove you like someone on this one bullshit day when if you care about them you should be randomly accosting them with it at spontaneous points throughout your togetherness anyway? So Valentine's Day as a whole annoys me. But I had a pretty damn good one anyway. Came back to mine, watched The Exorcist: The Version You've Never Seen (which I technically had, but let's not be sticklers) and Kill Bill. Laughed around. Cuddled up. Had fun. He's very warm. Makes me smile. I think I actually skipped back from the bus stop afterwards.
My room still smells of his aftershave. Or whatever it is. Smells good.
I'm turning into a goofy, gibbering idiot, so I'd better go do something Kay-like, like watch Carrie or kick a child.
Damn. Just damn. I'm so bloody happy right now.
There's not a light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel isn't THERE anymore.
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