If you're never here, stop being so damn perfect
Warning. Emo time.
The several month long cry-free boycott has now been abandoned. Feh. Joe's off AGAIN. There were plans to be doing some stuff together, but dot dot dot... Not now. That's not particularly what I'm sad about; I mean, it's a shame, but it's not tragic. If anything's going to break us up, it's going to be this constant no-time thing. On the other hand, if I can stick out the progressive lessening of time until he does his resit and then A-levels, then I can stick out anything. Possible even a nuclear holocaust.
It's not that I want to be with him every minute of the day; we'd drive each other mad or run out of things to say, or such things. And he's entitled to a life of his own; just because we're in a relationship with each other doesn't mean we shackle ourselves to each other, or morph into some unholy two-headed beast of destruction, The Kayble. He's not my property, and I don't want to stifle him. But this is fucking ridiculous!
I never really believed in external forces taking an active role in my life, but I have no other choice than that to believe the Universe, Cosmos and Karma are all conspiring against this relationship. Ever since we started seeing each other there's been a constant lack of time.
>>> GO! Kayleigh lands Joble <<<
+ Joe goes to Spain for two weeks.
+ Back to respective schollages.
+ Joe has muchos art coursework.
+ Joe does some kind of Marathon thing.
+ Goes to Italy for weekend.
>>> Time together is less restricted for a little while <<<
>>> BAM! <<<
+ Universe bitch-slaps Kayleigh several times.
+ Joe does some kind of canoeing thing over weekend.
+ Loads of schollage work on both sides of the board.
+ Meant to be going out or something; Joe's art dissitation looms it's ugly head. *
+ Joe starts art dissitation.
+ Kayleigh gets a kidney infection.
+ Two weeks later, Kayleigh is better and Joe finishes art dissitation.
+ Meant to be taking up the raincheck that was checked here *. Naturally, something comes up. This time it is some kind of camp.
>>> COMING UP NEXT! <<<
Both parties end up doing more and more schollagework! Joe keeps being unavailable! Time keeps running out!
Will they stay together, or will the absences split them up? Find out on the next episode of Sick Sad World!
It is so frustrating. I end up missing him like hell all the time. And I seem to be getting sadder and sadder each time he goes away. It's not like he goes away for longer than a weekend usually. I don't know what it is, but it's pissing me off.
At least it's pissing him off too. That's got to be a good thing.
I have too much time. He has none. You'd have thought Karma had got this balancing act sussed by now.
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The several month long cry-free boycott has now been abandoned. Feh. Joe's off AGAIN. There were plans to be doing some stuff together, but dot dot dot... Not now. That's not particularly what I'm sad about; I mean, it's a shame, but it's not tragic. If anything's going to break us up, it's going to be this constant no-time thing. On the other hand, if I can stick out the progressive lessening of time until he does his resit and then A-levels, then I can stick out anything. Possible even a nuclear holocaust.
It's not that I want to be with him every minute of the day; we'd drive each other mad or run out of things to say, or such things. And he's entitled to a life of his own; just because we're in a relationship with each other doesn't mean we shackle ourselves to each other, or morph into some unholy two-headed beast of destruction, The Kayble. He's not my property, and I don't want to stifle him. But this is fucking ridiculous!
I never really believed in external forces taking an active role in my life, but I have no other choice than that to believe the Universe, Cosmos and Karma are all conspiring against this relationship. Ever since we started seeing each other there's been a constant lack of time.
>>> GO! Kayleigh lands Joble <<<
+ Joe goes to Spain for two weeks.
+ Back to respective schollages.
+ Joe has muchos art coursework.
+ Joe does some kind of Marathon thing.
+ Goes to Italy for weekend.
>>> Time together is less restricted for a little while <<<
>>> BAM! <<<
+ Universe bitch-slaps Kayleigh several times.
+ Joe does some kind of canoeing thing over weekend.
+ Loads of schollage work on both sides of the board.
+ Meant to be going out or something; Joe's art dissitation looms it's ugly head. *
+ Joe starts art dissitation.
+ Kayleigh gets a kidney infection.
+ Two weeks later, Kayleigh is better and Joe finishes art dissitation.
+ Meant to be taking up the raincheck that was checked here *. Naturally, something comes up. This time it is some kind of camp.
>>> COMING UP NEXT! <<<
Both parties end up doing more and more schollagework! Joe keeps being unavailable! Time keeps running out!
Will they stay together, or will the absences split them up? Find out on the next episode of Sick Sad World!
It is so frustrating. I end up missing him like hell all the time. And I seem to be getting sadder and sadder each time he goes away. It's not like he goes away for longer than a weekend usually. I don't know what it is, but it's pissing me off.
At least it's pissing him off too. That's got to be a good thing.
I have too much time. He has none. You'd have thought Karma had got this balancing act sussed by now.
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