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I lie awake, cold at night with rushing thoughts trying to over come me. Suddenly I am left behind in a crowd of lonesome souls. My heart hurts, I need a friend. Stabbing your name with my pink pen makes my heart ace. I push harder and harder. Ther pain gets worse and worse everytime I stab you, but I cant stop. You've cut to deep.
Thursday morning i woke up around 11:30 and took a shower. I feel asleep around four, again, I was thinking about wayy to much stuff for my mind to handle. I went to the mall w/ my favorite people, Sara and Tay..we walked, talked and shoped. Fun stuff. Got home around four and hung out. Dinner with my family tonight was CraZy, Shay was sooo hyper! omfg. She got me hyper too. I played DDR and did a standard and got and AA on f i v e different yesss! So I went online and had a hyper/i dont feel good fest with Rachie<3 (look at the next emtry for parts of my craZy convos)
It's one in the morning friday, Happy New Years Eve..kinda scary. Rach, Kels, Amy and Emmy r sleeping over tomarrow, So pumped, get excited!!! 05' is going to b amazing!!!
More in the day time<3
x0x.Hayz<3