you wont believe this....
Last night Kroger got robbed, shots were fired, 1 person was it, and 2 got lucky. The lucky ones were me and reggie...the shot one was danielle...one of my best friends. I was so close to getting hit in the head, i felt the fucking bullet whiz past my head. Since that happened Ive looked at things A LOT differently. Life in general is taken for granted. After last night I realize how lucky I am, how lucky almost everyone is. Im alive, I have a roof over my head, I have the girl of my life, and I have a few friends. I got a few things, you dont need a lot of things. After last night, I've enjoyed everything 20 times more. I was talking to Krystal about it this morning. All my friends are much more closer in my heart, and I love Shevon even more than I did before last night. You dont know what will happen in the future. I learned something last night, and I think Im going to be much better since it happened last night. I still have to work tonight which sucks my balls, but I'll get over it. Everything in life is taken for granted. One day life will end and all that matters is what you make of it. Everyone has shitty lives in some aspect, everyone has problems, but what matters most of all is what you make of it. Life dont always go on like people say. Im starting to see the big picture in life now. Ever since I woke up this morning life seems much better. I was pissed last night when I got home because I REALLY needed to talk to Shevon, but I didnt want to get her in trouble. Im not suicidal in the least little bit anymore. I dont think I'm going to cut, no I'm NOT going to cut myself ever again. Im done with all that shit, I can do better than that, and I'm gunna try my best to HELP Shevon out of bad shit too. Im not gunna force her to do anything, you cant force anyone to do anything, but im gunna help her stay away from depression the best I can. Last night changed my life for the better. I love you Shevon.