fuck you, you miserable sonofabitch.
you know, people really really really have some nerve.
i love how people take pleasure in making other people feel like shit.
i love how people like to take the words that you have said or written, and twist them around, making them into something which makes the person sound sickening.
as cliche as this sounds, its true that people who get off on hurting other people to the point of tears have some SERIOUS issues of their own and definitely have something wrong with them, whether they know it or not.
i have been through some horrible rough times lately.
but it comes to a point where you have to try to move on.
as hard as it is, its just what you have to do.
im not saying im not mentally disturbed and having nightmares almost every night.
but whatever.
the point is, EXCUSE ME for maybe starting to feel SOMEWHAT happy again after 2 months of hell.
and to for people say shit to me like they understand MORE than everything i am going through is pathetic.
unless you have been in my position before, you have no idea what it feels like.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
especially if you were not even there.
just because i have a terrible time showing my feelings, doesnt mean im not feeling anything at all.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
thank you for reminding me WHY i will probably be psychologically tramatized for the rest of my life.
traumatized from something that was completely not my fault & was unavoidable.
its called a tragic accident, folks.
and fuck the newspapers too, because they dont write details or the whole true story.
only i know what happened and how it happened, so DEAL WITH IT.
id love to see YOUR fucking gay ass in my shoes and in the same situation.
and guess what?? the same results would have occurred if it had been you, hence the part where i said it was competely unavoidable.
get a fucking life.
god forbid something like this happens to you, but at least it will be a good reality check before you go and make someone cry again.
i hope you are happy.
bastard.
i love how people take pleasure in making other people feel like shit.
i love how people like to take the words that you have said or written, and twist them around, making them into something which makes the person sound sickening.
as cliche as this sounds, its true that people who get off on hurting other people to the point of tears have some SERIOUS issues of their own and definitely have something wrong with them, whether they know it or not.
i have been through some horrible rough times lately.
but it comes to a point where you have to try to move on.
as hard as it is, its just what you have to do.
im not saying im not mentally disturbed and having nightmares almost every night.
but whatever.
the point is, EXCUSE ME for maybe starting to feel SOMEWHAT happy again after 2 months of hell.
and to for people say shit to me like they understand MORE than everything i am going through is pathetic.
unless you have been in my position before, you have no idea what it feels like.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
especially if you were not even there.
just because i have a terrible time showing my feelings, doesnt mean im not feeling anything at all.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
thank you for reminding me WHY i will probably be psychologically tramatized for the rest of my life.
traumatized from something that was completely not my fault & was unavoidable.
its called a tragic accident, folks.
and fuck the newspapers too, because they dont write details or the whole true story.
only i know what happened and how it happened, so DEAL WITH IT.
id love to see YOUR fucking gay ass in my shoes and in the same situation.
and guess what?? the same results would have occurred if it had been you, hence the part where i said it was competely unavoidable.
get a fucking life.
god forbid something like this happens to you, but at least it will be a good reality check before you go and make someone cry again.
i hope you are happy.
bastard.