i know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream~vangogh
i have come to the realization that...
lately ive been afraid of committment.
or afraid of letting anything good happen to me.
and im not quite sure if thats such a good or bad thing. possibly somewhere in between the two. it just seems like just last week i was wishing i had some great relationship, however now that there are some possibilities & potentials, ive been freaking out. and i know that someone is going to end up getting hurt if i dont get my act together.
i only hope that i have myself figured real soon because it would be reallllly neat if i kinda knew what i need or want? yeahhhh.
otherwise, it may not be just me & i just havent found anyone who is *key* yet. i dont knowwww.
and i dont like headaches either. so on that note, time for my hi-lite appointment. i plan on meditating this all out while chemicals are eating away at my hair for 2 hours straight. mmhmmm...that sounds like a plan.
::vanished!::
lately ive been afraid of committment.
or afraid of letting anything good happen to me.
and im not quite sure if thats such a good or bad thing. possibly somewhere in between the two. it just seems like just last week i was wishing i had some great relationship, however now that there are some possibilities & potentials, ive been freaking out. and i know that someone is going to end up getting hurt if i dont get my act together.
i only hope that i have myself figured real soon because it would be reallllly neat if i kinda knew what i need or want? yeahhhh.
otherwise, it may not be just me & i just havent found anyone who is *key* yet. i dont knowwww.
and i dont like headaches either. so on that note, time for my hi-lite appointment. i plan on meditating this all out while chemicals are eating away at my hair for 2 hours straight. mmhmmm...that sounds like a plan.
::vanished!::