Oct 23, 2008 03:11
I finally caught a glimpse of my first semester grades... Yay!!!
Eng4 - CMS
Hum1A - SAP
Eng5 - SAP
Eco1A - SAP
Bio - SP
PE - GP
Yay!!! No failing grade... Haha!!! Although I got a GP for my PE (duh, ball games?!?!?!) it's okay... I don't really like playing ball games... So I think it's okay... Hahaha!!!! :P I got a CMS for my Speech class... I am so happy... Yay!!! :)
But I am going to take my back subjects this sem so that I can have a regular class schedule next semester... I don't know... But I'm pissed off because some of my credited subjects was not even credited by the new dean... Argh... Now I have to take up PGC, LOGIC, ALGEBRA again... Such a pain... OMGFS...
But still, if I have to take these subjects again, I may have to ask for some extra help since, as you can see... I hate math and I hate it really... You can torture my eyes from all that reading and memorization thingy but please... No mathematical equations!!! Argh!!! Oh well... So much for all that PO thingy...
Yay!!! It's our monthsary today... And I am so happy... It's our third month of being a couple and I think we are still in love... I hope... I just can't accept the fact that he's sad right now... He's having problems lately and I am unable to help him... I am so useless right now... Because I cannot cheer him up... Because I cannot just undo everything for him to be happy... I could only do so much and right now, I cannot do anything... :( What saddens me the most is that he told me that he might not be able to enroll this semester... (pray to God this isn't true)
I am the girlfriend... I should have seen this coming... I was too busy being jealous that I cannot even concentrate on doing my part as his girlfriend... I should have been more understanding... I should have supported him all the way... And now he's having different kinds of problems because of it...
If ever you ar reading this, I am sorry... All we have to do is accept it. We canot undo the events that took place but I guess we can make something out of it... Workaround with the problem... Now all I can do right now is to be there for you and also to guide you somehow... Whatever happens, I am here... I want to prove that I am rightful of your love and that I am in for the long run... I don'r want this to end...
It's such a drag because we are both paralyzed by this problem but we will try to move on and take baby steps... We will do it together... I am ready to help you... Even if my hands are full of stuff to do, I am ready to drop all of them just to help you... I promise...
If you want to, I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside, so busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares...
Happy Monthsary, Myke...
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