Nothing Is True Until I Met You...
I am still here in the office and I am still awake. Haha! I finished early so I am just here, bumming around with my stuff... Haha! Fun fun fun!!! :)
Might turn my FB on later (will use the *Love Machine* [hehe!] later... :p)
I hate the fact that my baby Yuukie looked exactly like another user's pet! I hate it. I love how Yuukie looked (she is a blue bunny, BTW... I love blue so that explains the color of my freaking pet) before and I hate the fact that I had to change her appearance so that she won't look exactly like someone else's pet... People whom I really dislike or I don't feel at ease with. WTH, they are copying my pet... Not exactly copying... Maybe it was just a coincidence of some sort... Anyway, I changed her. That's the end of it...
Moving on...
I went off a little bit earlier than the usual time because I don't want to get stranded yet again. I got stranded last night so I decided to just head off to work early. And holy bagpipes, something happened...
I got the FX and there. I was about to ride at the middle part of the FX but I chose the front part of the FX. I hate riding on the "tail" part of the FX. Makes me dizzy and puke my guts out... After a few minutes or so, someone called me... I looked behind to see who it was. I wasn't even able to see the person who called me. It's a guy... I cannot see without my glasses so I had difficulty locating the person who called me. But something tweaked my tiny mind and I remembered the voice. The guy called me twice and I finally recognized him the second time...
It was Bryant.
I dared not to look back. I don't want to see his face because I am still irritated with him. He did not return my books and even told me that they're all gone, when in fact it's still with him. He was acting very un-nice because his girlfriend's with him and she might think that I am still after his guy... Oh please, come on... He's just a nobody to me now... A faded picture of a nightmare... Yeah, a nightmare I say... And one more thing, I don't really care if he's going out with someone three years his senior... I just don't care... I only want to have my books back... That's not a very nice way to return something... Being rude and stuff...
And my golly, I do not fancy him anymore... Tira-tira na lang yung nandun sa girl ngayon... Pinagtirhan ko na lang yung nandun sa kanya ngayon... Haha! (sarcastic smile)
I heard that the girl's the jealous type... So there.. Lance told me all about the girl... She's a manager of the store where Bryant's the scholar/worker... So having a manager-crew relationship is not allowed... They keep it a secret... And according to Lance, the girl's not that pretty... (well, I don't know about this one... I don't really judge based on looks alone...) So there, I'll just leave the topic alone. Now back to the story...
I wasn't even looking at him but I could tell that he's looking at me, as if trying to see if I would be able to recognize him or to talk to him. Good thing I chose to sit beside the girl in the front part of the vehicle. Have I chose to sit in the middle part, I would have been seatmates with that eff... So yay for me for not trying to sit in the middle... :)
I called Myke because I could not handle it... I got to chat with Myke and I felt better... :)
I laughed when Myke asked me something about Bryant... "Binaboy ka ba ni Bryant kaya kung parng itrato mo na lang siya eh parang mikrobyo?"
If you're going to ask me... Hmm.. Yes, partly... He did... But I am not going to elaborate on this... He made some gruesome things and it really pissed me off the charts. Plus the thing about him is that he's... Basta, I don't like it... And I kinda regret that I chose him instead of Ram. I don't like Bryant anymore. The mere thought of him makes me want to puke my guts out in front of his face... Sacre Bleu!!!
And speaking of Ram...
He sent me a message earlier... And is asking for a date! OMGFS... I guess I have to finally tell him the real deal between me and Myke... That we're back together... So that means... I am unavailable for any date outside my relationship with Myke. Plus I am afraid that he might kiss me or something... Basta, I don't like that... I do not flirt with other guys when I am in a relationship... And I don't cheat on other guys... Well... I partly did that before (Myke-Bryant thingy) but that's a different story. I think I fell out of love because I got so fed up with Bryant's blatantly strict ways of making me do things... I broke it off with him and Myke and I got together after... So technically, I did not cheat on him. But he told everyone that I cheated on him and the whole population of his store believed him practically because I am not an employee there anymore. But still, I am happy with Myke... :)
Oh Ram... Why now? Why not four years ago? You should have told me your true feelings for me back then... Maybe then I'd be willing to be yours... But not now... Definitely not now... You spaced out last week and totally gave the slot to Myke... But I am still happy. :)
I am always happy with Myke... Uh... No, wait, I am not always happy with Myke but he teaches me how to be a tough girl... I used to be very cheesy with him but I somewhat changed that now. I can still be cheesy as a cheesedog but now I choose the right time and moment to act like such. I think I became a little bit violent towards him so I have to change that too... Haha! So many things made me change... I just hope he won't get fed up with me... Haha!
Anyway, my post is getting a little bit... Long... I have to go now...
I am excited for later... I am going to church with him... Yay!!! :)