Dear Diary
My life is just a spirallying abyss..is sufficating, and cutting off my breathing...like a pair of my sister's litle jeans...which look great on me by the way...i dont know diary..sometimes i feel like you're the only one who really gets me..you're my best friend. ....i feel like tacos
anyway. on to the real entry
so today is my first day at college and this is my first entry on my school laptop, and i have to say i havent gotten used to it. i like it. its cute and it'll git the jerb done. but i dunno, i still like my ole green phallic symbol of a computer that just happens to be in my room der...
so this is what i got
monday wednesday and friday are the early days
9 - 9 50 Speech
10 30 - 11 20 Math
Lunch
1 - 1 50 General Biology
Tuesdays
Bio lab at 4 - 5 20
and then only on wednesday i have
Mass Communications 6- 830 Pm
(i know it blows)
and then on thursday i have
Politics and Violence 2 20 - 5 pm
ex-cit-ing huh? i dunno everyone says it sucks but, at this point i cant complain cuz "its better than benchmark.
am i nervous? shit yes. i'm desperately frightened of everything at this point, i'm afraid of failing, afraid of my prof's and afraid of the whole atmosphere. and i'm afraid benchmark will somehow rear its ugly head at some point in my life agin.
am i excited? yes. i'm probably more excited about this than any other thing in my entire life. this is the environment i've been longing for since i realized that i'd need to go to college to do anything i really ever want to do (that was around 8th grade)
i hated highschool because of all of the closed doors and lack of freedom. i think i'm going to like college because of the level of work and the fact that they give you time to study.
supposedly my poli sci teacher is a real hard ass.but i shall not fear. for underdog is here....bitches
anyway. on to the real entry
so today is my first day at college and this is my first entry on my school laptop, and i have to say i havent gotten used to it. i like it. its cute and it'll git the jerb done. but i dunno, i still like my ole green phallic symbol of a computer that just happens to be in my room der...
so this is what i got
monday wednesday and friday are the early days
9 - 9 50 Speech
10 30 - 11 20 Math
Lunch
1 - 1 50 General Biology
Tuesdays
Bio lab at 4 - 5 20
and then only on wednesday i have
Mass Communications 6- 830 Pm
(i know it blows)
and then on thursday i have
Politics and Violence 2 20 - 5 pm
ex-cit-ing huh? i dunno everyone says it sucks but, at this point i cant complain cuz "its better than benchmark.
am i nervous? shit yes. i'm desperately frightened of everything at this point, i'm afraid of failing, afraid of my prof's and afraid of the whole atmosphere. and i'm afraid benchmark will somehow rear its ugly head at some point in my life agin.
am i excited? yes. i'm probably more excited about this than any other thing in my entire life. this is the environment i've been longing for since i realized that i'd need to go to college to do anything i really ever want to do (that was around 8th grade)
i hated highschool because of all of the closed doors and lack of freedom. i think i'm going to like college because of the level of work and the fact that they give you time to study.
supposedly my poli sci teacher is a real hard ass.but i shall not fear. for underdog is here....bitches