wow....i just watched my movie

Feb 12, 2005 21:16

I just finished watching THe Notebook.
Ive seen it before, its been a while though.
I compared it to me n matthew martin.
Nobody could ever replace matt in my life.
Hes become my best fryn, and my.. guy?
Theres just something different between us.
Something different about him.
Hes just... special i gues to say the least?
No mattter how bad i screw up, hes there sayin im perfect.
Hes always there holding me up wen my worlds crashin down.
I dont think any guy could take my eyes off of him.
We arent the perfect couple, and we have our share of fights.
but Like Noah in the Notebook says:(or somewheres along these lines)
"Its gonna be hard, and we are gonna have to work at it everyday. But I'm willing to do that. Cuz I want you, All of you, Everyday, For the rest of my life."
He doesnt have to hold my hand for me to feel loved.
Just knowing that when he says hes not going anywheres & he actually means it makes me feel like the most important person ever.
I know i get jealous of his exes.
But I've realized.... Theyre his past but im his present & future
I love him..
I slept at my grandmas thursday night cuz of a fight i had.
Then slept at heathers friday night.
We watched the grudge and turned it off cuz we were bored.
It wasnt that scary, i gues its cuz we prayed first.
I went shopping today with mother.. it was fun.
Came home watched Shall We Dance then took a nap.
Then woke up at like 6:15.. took a shower.. watched Notebook.
Now I'm here talking to chad and heather.
About Courtney and Matt.
Well Im sure Yall are getting tired of reading this.
I love Matthew Steven Martin...

<3 Miriam Leigh

YOU mean e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g to me, *no matter what*, i just hope YOU understand that and i -hope- i show it enough for YOU 2 >notice<
Matt I'm sorry if I dont act like you mean alot to me. And that I joke around alot. But you are everything to me. Your there for me even when my own parents seem to not care. I know i said i loved other guys. But I didn't mean it. I actually mean it this time. And am so happy that nothing could take it away. Im happy ur mine.
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