it rains for hours and the phone is off its hook
the unlikely heroes show was amazing.
i finally met brian and the rest of the guys.
they did an awesome cover of savage garden's 'truly, madly'
and i got to sing it with them.
danielle and i had so much fun.
the rest of the bands were just as nice and awesome as them.
cant wait for their next show !!
matt i/med me yesterday. strangely good.
boys night out show is wednesday !!
my dad picked up those tickets along with the allister ones
and my digital camera yesterday!
::: excitment :::
anyway...
ive been really out of it today.
i feel so tired and alone.
i feel like making out right now.
i havent in a while.
full fledged [is that the word ?] making out.
but i have to get the tinglie feeling or else whats the use ?
no fair.
i have no one to hold or hold me.
makes me sad i guess.
and all i can do is complain about it.
because, you know, that helps so much.
[sarcasm]
i dont know...my thoughts keep contradicting themselves.
'im not ready to be in a relationship. but i want to make out. but i dont want to unless i get that tingle.'
so does that mean i am ready ?
i dont want lust. i dont want that ever again.
its so useless...youre with the wrong person and you dont feel anything.
physically, yes you feel. mentally and emotionally..you dont.
so whats the point ?
yeah...i definetly want a relationship.
but with who..when..where..how
all those stupid question
'just have patience'
when people say that or i think it i just get angry at it.
not at the one whos saying it, but the fact of i need to hae patience.
and that no one can get what they want when they want it.
i dont know...whatever..
the battery for my camera is done charging.
im gonna go play around with that.
driving in your car, miss the stop sign, fall in love, just to get knocked out
i finally met brian and the rest of the guys.
they did an awesome cover of savage garden's 'truly, madly'
and i got to sing it with them.
danielle and i had so much fun.
the rest of the bands were just as nice and awesome as them.
cant wait for their next show !!
matt i/med me yesterday. strangely good.
boys night out show is wednesday !!
my dad picked up those tickets along with the allister ones
and my digital camera yesterday!
::: excitment :::
anyway...
ive been really out of it today.
i feel so tired and alone.
i feel like making out right now.
i havent in a while.
full fledged [is that the word ?] making out.
but i have to get the tinglie feeling or else whats the use ?
no fair.
i have no one to hold or hold me.
makes me sad i guess.
and all i can do is complain about it.
because, you know, that helps so much.
[sarcasm]
i dont know...my thoughts keep contradicting themselves.
'im not ready to be in a relationship. but i want to make out. but i dont want to unless i get that tingle.'
so does that mean i am ready ?
i dont want lust. i dont want that ever again.
its so useless...youre with the wrong person and you dont feel anything.
physically, yes you feel. mentally and emotionally..you dont.
so whats the point ?
yeah...i definetly want a relationship.
but with who..when..where..how
all those stupid question
'just have patience'
when people say that or i think it i just get angry at it.
not at the one whos saying it, but the fact of i need to hae patience.
and that no one can get what they want when they want it.
i dont know...whatever..
the battery for my camera is done charging.
im gonna go play around with that.
driving in your car, miss the stop sign, fall in love, just to get knocked out