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I stumbled upon my original blog the other day. I read posts from my junior year of college and wow. I was trying to form an opinion of myself. It's pretty obvious I have dramatically changed. But I still can't give concrete ideas about myself as far as the change is concerned.
I introspected much more than I do now. I used it as an outlet to express my emotions. A lot of whining though. My emotions amounted to little more than whining I thought. The blog should've been renamed, "listen to a kid who's had it pretty damn easy bitch about getting dealt good hands." So in that respect I haven't changed, I just don't advertise it as much as I used to.
But the big thing is how I now treat this blog versus my other one. I give an update or two on what's going on in my life and put things that I find amusing on here. I'm not sure towards what goal. An exercise in boredom and proofreading may be perhaps it. That was my only dissapointment in reading the old blog. It seemed to have a purpose to it. To chronicle my thoughts, feelings, etc.
Maybe it isn't that which has changed, just the my emotion is more tempered. If that is the case it scares me. I'm too young for that to occur. I don't think it is, but how can I explain the lack of chatter on this blog compared to my old one?
Oh well. In an attempt to sacrifice to both gods I have written what lay above. Down below is where my priorities lie now. In finding eclectic things and redundantly putting it back out on the web.
Hot, young, and single!
I introspected much more than I do now. I used it as an outlet to express my emotions. A lot of whining though. My emotions amounted to little more than whining I thought. The blog should've been renamed, "listen to a kid who's had it pretty damn easy bitch about getting dealt good hands." So in that respect I haven't changed, I just don't advertise it as much as I used to.
But the big thing is how I now treat this blog versus my other one. I give an update or two on what's going on in my life and put things that I find amusing on here. I'm not sure towards what goal. An exercise in boredom and proofreading may be perhaps it. That was my only dissapointment in reading the old blog. It seemed to have a purpose to it. To chronicle my thoughts, feelings, etc.
Maybe it isn't that which has changed, just the my emotion is more tempered. If that is the case it scares me. I'm too young for that to occur. I don't think it is, but how can I explain the lack of chatter on this blog compared to my old one?
Oh well. In an attempt to sacrifice to both gods I have written what lay above. Down below is where my priorities lie now. In finding eclectic things and redundantly putting it back out on the web.
Hot, young, and single!
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