Coursework Keep Up!
Well, it's now coming to the end of the coursework stage of life so all coursework needs to be in soon and i have shit loads of the stuff to do, especially art which takes me ages to do because im too much of a perfectionist that gets the hump if the most minor thing goes wrong, this has resulted to very little work! Im really getting the hump because its actually pressurising! i always used to think anyone that felt pressured by coursework was a geek but now im actually here ive realised its completely normal for anyone that wants to make something with their life and doesnt want to be stuck in a dead end job and living in a flat in thamesmead!
I dont see the point in throwing loads of coursework at you just as all other subjects are throwing it at you because its so hard to keep up and realy frustrating, also time consuming. being an important part in a musical dont help either coz all my weekends for a month are gonna be rehersing for this stupid musical im in. im loving it but it just takes up too much time which i dont seem to have a lot of lately, not that long ago i was bored and never had anything to do and had time to spare for anything, now its like time is against you and you need to keep up the race against it, if it gets any harder than this i think i might have to result to living with a dead end job in thamesmead! although i spose if i want to make the big time i need to stick in with things and see them through to the end and keep up with everything. im trying realy hard lately with subjects i cant be bothered with normally so i can level out my curricular stuff or whatever the real name of it all is! i sound like such a school addict but im really not and ive stopped socialising nearly because im always concentrating, and what do i go and do? apply to stay on in school! well lets just hope i learn how to plan all of this stuff out and begin to be happy lil me again because all this is not giving me any time to have a laugh because everything requires such concentration and commitment now, im starting to feel the pressure of being an........ adult! yuck that sounds corny but its true! i think this is enough babbling on for now and ill shall update sometime soon. ive realised that this thing actually is some sort of release and it helps express your own emotions and kinda helps deal with problems etc when you just write them down. this is going to be my new best friend for a little while i think. :)
I dont see the point in throwing loads of coursework at you just as all other subjects are throwing it at you because its so hard to keep up and realy frustrating, also time consuming. being an important part in a musical dont help either coz all my weekends for a month are gonna be rehersing for this stupid musical im in. im loving it but it just takes up too much time which i dont seem to have a lot of lately, not that long ago i was bored and never had anything to do and had time to spare for anything, now its like time is against you and you need to keep up the race against it, if it gets any harder than this i think i might have to result to living with a dead end job in thamesmead! although i spose if i want to make the big time i need to stick in with things and see them through to the end and keep up with everything. im trying realy hard lately with subjects i cant be bothered with normally so i can level out my curricular stuff or whatever the real name of it all is! i sound like such a school addict but im really not and ive stopped socialising nearly because im always concentrating, and what do i go and do? apply to stay on in school! well lets just hope i learn how to plan all of this stuff out and begin to be happy lil me again because all this is not giving me any time to have a laugh because everything requires such concentration and commitment now, im starting to feel the pressure of being an........ adult! yuck that sounds corny but its true! i think this is enough babbling on for now and ill shall update sometime soon. ive realised that this thing actually is some sort of release and it helps express your own emotions and kinda helps deal with problems etc when you just write them down. this is going to be my new best friend for a little while i think. :)