Jun 14, 2006 23:17
I'm learning a lot about so many things.
I'm learning that getting what you want, the second you want it, is not always the best thing. Sometimes waiting will make getting what you want that much sweeter.
Im learning that waiting is only as painful as you make it.
Life only seems slow when you focus on the negative and do not give yourself good things to look forward to during the days.
People are almost always suprising.
You cannot expect someone to treat you the same way that everyone else always has. Especially if this someone sees you more clearly than any of the rest ever had. Sometimes you realize that all along you had been settling out of fear or loneliness. then one day someone comes along and you know that they want to protect you and always be strong for you. And they will sacrifice of themselves for you and your good. And they will look at you as though you are the single-most interesting and attractive woman they have ever met. Some day, someone will show you how you have deserved to have been treated all along, and you will never want to go back to settling.
God will set you up to see where your heart is, and to show you how much you need Him.
It is ok to have been wrong about things beyond my control. It just shows me how little I understand, and how much I need the grace and guidance of my Father.
Sometimes it is amazingly good to be wrong. It just means there is something or someone better out there that will knock you off your feet and cause you to know the goodness and loving kindness of Jesus.
I am never as ready or matured as I think I am. I always will have a long way to go. But I will make more progress if I admit more often the things that need to be changed.
the possibility of love is a great thing to look forward to.