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sometimes I don't know what I want. I mean, I know what I need. I need Jesus. I need this time. I need to figure my heart out. I need Him to show me my heart. I need Him to change me and take my emptiness and fill it with more of Him. I need to love him more than anyone ore anything or any dream I may be harboring within. I need to know what He wants for me. I need to know that I am worth it. that I deserve a great love. That I am a woman that causes the heart of God to burn. I need Jesus to tell me what He sees when He looks at me. I need Him to show me my worth and value. I need Him. period.
and then, this stuff that is swirling whirling around in me, then I need Him to tell me what to do about it.
Sometimes its so scary to really realize that my life is not my own. Sometimes its the most peaceful feeling.
I'll be ok. And all of this will work out the way that it should. And Jesus will calme the storms that rise in my heart. And He will give me a love that I can only imagine. Because He loves me. and He cares so much more deeply for me than I deserve or realize.
and then, this stuff that is swirling whirling around in me, then I need Him to tell me what to do about it.
Sometimes its so scary to really realize that my life is not my own. Sometimes its the most peaceful feeling.
I'll be ok. And all of this will work out the way that it should. And Jesus will calme the storms that rise in my heart. And He will give me a love that I can only imagine. Because He loves me. and He cares so much more deeply for me than I deserve or realize.