For the one that fucked up my life
Why come in to a place you know where I am? Yes you know who I am talking about and yes I am upset. I really need for you to stay away because you did not have the balls to tell me to my face or at least the phone. But you went for what you said is wrong an e-mail!!! I feel like shit now that you showed up today. I was having a great day until I found out you were there and then when I saw you I was more upset. There are feelings that are there that might never go away and I need for you to stay away like you asked me to do. You ask me to do one thing and you do another and its all too hard on me. You said there was no stress in my life and there was a lot less with out you the past few weeks and I was a happier person. Ask any of your friends that I don't talk to! I have been in a great mood until today when you showed. I am glad that I was told you might be there tomorrow too. I just know that I will be having a shitty time because you are there and to me it seems you want what you can't have and I can't go back. You made me lose my trust not just for you but and guy I never knew before or did not know before. You have made life very stress full and its hard to keep going. I have had many bad thoughts of what I could do but then I remembered it was you not me that messed up and I should try to make my life work out again. I would prefer that you stay away. I have done as you ask so all i ask of you is to leave me be and not be so close to the people I talk to when I am at the college. I need for you to stay away so I can get back on my feet and be me. I like being me and I found that there are a lot of people that like me being me not the me that was with you. When I was with you I did everything you asked for me to do and hen I got little back for it all. What you thought was good for me was not the best thing for me. Your likes and mine I see now are so different yet so the same. You need to sit and think of why you did what you did and then think of it from my view of it and see why I feel the way I do. Your an ASS and you know it but I really mean it now!!! You fucked up my life and I CAN NOT HAVE YOU IN IT NOW!!!!!!!