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GOD I'M SICK OF THIS GOD FORSAKEN COMPUTER!!!!! I HAVE HAD TO RE-DO THIS ENTRY FUKING 2 TIMES NOW BECAUSE "THE FUCKING DATE" IS WRONG...WTF GAY!
i'll tyr to remember what i wrote
so i was having a great day...fucking RUINED!!! can you spell that? R U I N E D! by my "SO CALLED BEST FRIEND" who is mad at me for ASKING A QUESTION!!!! how fucked up is that? because shes randomly fucking best friends w. someone who she used to fucking H A T E! but whatever they're both out to ruin my life now. especially him cuz hes trying to turn my best friend against me but WHATEVER they can both be nasty and gay together! whatever idon't fucking care anymore! why did i make that promise to tim that i wouldn't cut myself anymore? seriously i want to sooooooooo bad but i just can't because i dont want to fuck up how perfect our relationship is. but god i just wish i could. i want to, i N E E D to!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to feel the pain and i want to feel the blood run down my wrists!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll tyr to remember what i wrote
so i was having a great day...fucking RUINED!!! can you spell that? R U I N E D! by my "SO CALLED BEST FRIEND" who is mad at me for ASKING A QUESTION!!!! how fucked up is that? because shes randomly fucking best friends w. someone who she used to fucking H A T E! but whatever they're both out to ruin my life now. especially him cuz hes trying to turn my best friend against me but WHATEVER they can both be nasty and gay together! whatever idon't fucking care anymore! why did i make that promise to tim that i wouldn't cut myself anymore? seriously i want to sooooooooo bad but i just can't because i dont want to fuck up how perfect our relationship is. but god i just wish i could. i want to, i N E E D to!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to feel the pain and i want to feel the blood run down my wrists!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!